Makyo in My Mind hallucinations of the unconscious eye |
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The half-forgotten
Other half of my short life In short story form
Index
Conflict is Born Taped Shut Vanishes Again Necks Would Snap Brilliance, Ego, and Something The Mute's Symphony Then There's Nothing My Hero Woman Along the Bottom Cannibal Mafia Swim There Other Humans Inside I'm Awake! Perdi's Pigeon Mind Control Mechanism One Last Time Naturally Buoyant Jerky, but Fun Powers Over Gravity Tolerance to Water What's Your Name Little Girl? Story Straight Lobotomy Manta Army My True Parents We Will Attack...YOU! Ass End of the Beach My Check Remember No More Good Day for a Walk Xian Free Ticket Incoming! Ceiling in the Sky Getting Stuck The Panel The Sun is Shining Brightly White Trash Destination What Can Not Be Seen It Just Floats Natural Phenomenon Gooping Humanoids Icy Mountainside Since I Left There is no Hand Skin Them and Kill Them Back on the Concrete Enjoying the Flight Shorten My Name After Me In the Heart of Mexico Execute Him Playground in the Sky Quite Tasty Deadliest Opponent Yet Her Second Choice Tape Measure Stolen Car Assignment on Earth Tinge of Agoraphobia Juggling Lives Living a Dream Pyrotechnics Bloody Water Darkness Forever Missed the Silence New Year's Apocalypse Rooftop Shortcut Hit You in the Face 13 Cent Fish Like Shit? No Limit to the Fall Lunch With Tom We Pulled Away Billy Four Arms Pulling Wagon Skateboard Freeway Zombie World Laugh Our Brains Out The Shaft Fireplace Fireplace Fireplace Throwing Silverware Clay Face Noone Said Anything Never Flown Public Seat in Front Disinterestedly Watching Everlaster Into the Night Slime Pool Voice of Honey Fighting On and On Closed Eyes Desert Railroad Restore the Land Jesus Chariot Dream Drivel My Abu Is Wet Cut Through My Hands Expected Them To Be Blue Parent At This Stage After They Die None Of Your Business Anniversary of What? Think You Went Somewhere Complete the Conversion Ready For Action Nazi Frisbee Be With Her Invisible Demon Fire Sheets of Paper Pirated Cola Cans I Do Some Pushups The Power Source Was Taken Pull Off Their Socks I'm No Choir Boy In the Basement Brown Bag Do Something It's a Bathroom Stagefright Turned and Kept Walking How Precious Three Games At Once Spoil My Chances Dark Darband Shirak Lie Here and Watch TV Two Was Bad Number 58 Here Dark Red Chance to Work For Buy Low, Sell High Size of That Ant Blow Yourself Away Pixelated Lag The Death Of Us Who is Sera Do This Systematically One Sees, One Hears, One Feels Roll On Over Hold You Forever Favorite Spot to Stand What the Hell? A Being of Pure Energy Put It Out Now And This? Get In Line Loop Your Arms Around Come On In Argh! We're Screwed! To the Castle The Last Will Have to Wait Not Potent Enough I'll See You Later Took You a Long Time The Reeskers Known the Longest Most Frustrating Moment Money Flying Everywhere Cleansed of Christianity Let Me Live This My Father's Kingdom Why People Race the Water If We Ever Could Being All Here The Music, I Mean Starts Over Tappan Tallas Tax Comprehend Its Meaning Concert Shirt Noone Ever Cancels Switch Kisser Jennifer v.123 We Can Afford It They Were Both Full Nothing Can Stop Us Now Eat With Us Great Graphics, Too! What AM I Doing Here? I Just Fake It Ravaged By War Mmm...Minty! Like This Piece of Trash This Pointless Game Give You a Call Later Future In Computers Bandaged Up and Rested I'm a Spy Block G6 Oh Everything Will Be Okay This Is Not a Pretzel Petted the Cat Affectionately A Little Confused Get Married? Bicentennial Quarter Had a Gun Rooting Me On Temporal Engineering About To Close Assassin's Death Bed I Saw Her Leave Inside Do Crazy Things Really Steep Slopes Get Some Stitches The Twisting Path My Big Lunch Walking Home Snow-Covered Mountain As Fast As Possible Snake Course Devious Unpredictable All the Busses Leaving I've Been Waiting Back Into My Car Stone Basement Clasp Them In Comfort I Gotcha Huge Party Wait Until Robert Sees This Continue the Human Race Desolation Motif The Sun Got Me Lit Up Bright Pitch Black Everywhere I Hear Their Voices Leather Armor Back Road A Green Mist Permeated On Rollerblades Swinging Them Around Future Past Experience Hold Hands as We Run The Question Epileptic Is Right My Old House Large Slope Abandoned Construction Site Deserted Desert Mall Into Darkness Garden Party River Boat Jump a Fence I Keep Running Marching With an Army Snipers In the Trees Park My Car Tropical Ruins Sunken City Outside of Roof Crawl Up the Stairs Aliens in the Chaos Gasping For Air The Cliff Face Bat-like Things Nighttime Highway Eerie Woods Pink Town Strange Woods Escape the Blob A Secret Passage Third Door Giant Boulder |
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Dream Drivel circa January, 2000 I wrote this in my sleep. He vaulted over the precipice into a grassy knoll, whereupon he slipped upon the banana fragment docilely conveying his adept acupuncture across the chasm. Leaping over what seemed to be defunctory commentation, several alabaster sandscrapers cascaded into the grassy knoll. Nothing so panic-stricken as this, the adept forlornly caterpillared as a sassy troll might have, gleaming in the white wind under a pale moon sky, butter-laden with cheesy tidbits of sausage and wine and carrots and other things, leaving the plate saucy and empty. How there was never a trampoline such as this monstrosity, cowering in the ample wind like such craven macintosh. Trying to alleviate its pedestrianism, crossing hither and fro across the landscape, perpetuating its existence endlessly over time with the wind lilies in the sunset. Red hues of overt grey shattered the landscape likewise, as none of them had ever forseen the ever-changing monstrosity child. With a voice like the wind, she chewed somnambulantly over a chucker-full cup of spasm. And spasm it was, as surely as the wind-dried leaves left the carapice unto the grassy knoll. Paper signed and stamped, a stamp frisked onto the paper in a maelstrom of lullabies, shaken or stirred into the conscious stream of mind. But none of this mattered, thought the man as he dangerously duped his hard-fast attackers, streaming into the night forever. Botchulism filled the sky, and balanced precariously on the wingtip of the chapel. Such sweet sorrow, laden not unto birth, but unto Heaven in all its glory and splendor, whereupon animals dazed and confused, not unlike yourself, clambored for a piece of glory evermore. Waterfalls chanting with the sonorous sea, embracing its frailty with rigitity. Whose felled freedom is this? Asking monumental chiasms in the brain, one does not find the answer. Sepulture. Annurism. These things matter not...not which the brain cannot find or alleviate for lack of better understanding. Someday he will be. There are problems unforetold. Whispers in the windpipe unforeseen. A ladel of thought and truth, penetrating the darkness unto which many have fallen. He sees me all the time, and digests his food regularly. The bus ambles over to the crossroads. Such treasure so precious, crystals glinting so bright into the eye of the beholder's mighty penchant for dualistic behavior. But why, why must the soil be freed so soon? The masked rider scrapes in, feeling the frenzy of the botched pendulum, feeding the frenzy of the pole in the marsh, holding against the wind over time memorial. The noise so bitter and sweetly dangerous, kissing the neck in a medley of misanthropic transambience, sometimes turning from the void of despair and loneliness not unlike the turning of the waterclock. So driven and ushered is she, whose ambulance drives away the hunger for solipsism. A point upon a line within a space within whatever formality--a system of disbeliefs forever concocted out of broken dreams and promises, a window into our past of departures and rememberances, shattered and splintered. So little remains. Just some chalk and a piece of wire, unremembered like a dying flame. It heats the soul, the sole collector of consciousness, underlying our very being without undermining our existence. Whereupon shall the slivers stand, whisking in the wind of starkness? Is there no solace from the disengaged? Like a lightning rod, it directs the film of your life into a corpus christi collasum. A colloseum by name, a mausoleum by design, harvesting harbingers of destructive decay into the molds of bitter transcendentalism. Nothing ever and before, so clean like the viscous wind caterwalking outside your doorstep unto eternal lushness. Green sonarr, escaping the void of conscious desire, an unconscious aftertaste of victory and fire. The battleship's majestic null clings to sweet definity. Like the unknown wanderer, transversing the null with uncertainty, marching along in the desert sand toward a building in the shrouded mist. Diamonds in the sand, found in the rearview mirror of justice, hammered into the feet of Amos. The mosquito. Dies with a lurchful posture amid the dunes of neutrality. Dunes of broken glass, remnants of shattered ambiguity and function, a linear dependence of neverending animosity. ![]()
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