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The half-forgotten
Other half of my short life In short story form
Index
Conflict is Born Taped Shut Vanishes Again Necks Would Snap Brilliance, Ego, and Something The Mute's Symphony Then There's Nothing My Hero Woman Along the Bottom Cannibal Mafia Swim There Other Humans Inside I'm Awake! Perdi's Pigeon Mind Control Mechanism One Last Time Naturally Buoyant Jerky, but Fun Powers Over Gravity Tolerance to Water What's Your Name Little Girl? Story Straight Lobotomy Manta Army My True Parents We Will Attack...YOU! Ass End of the Beach My Check Remember No More Good Day for a Walk Xian Free Ticket Incoming! Ceiling in the Sky Getting Stuck The Panel The Sun is Shining Brightly White Trash Destination What Can Not Be Seen It Just Floats Natural Phenomenon Gooping Humanoids Icy Mountainside Since I Left There is no Hand Skin Them and Kill Them Back on the Concrete Enjoying the Flight Shorten My Name After Me In the Heart of Mexico Execute Him Playground in the Sky Quite Tasty Deadliest Opponent Yet Her Second Choice Tape Measure Stolen Car Assignment on Earth Tinge of Agoraphobia Juggling Lives Living a Dream Pyrotechnics Bloody Water Darkness Forever Missed the Silence New Year's Apocalypse Rooftop Shortcut Hit You in the Face 13 Cent Fish Like Shit? No Limit to the Fall Lunch With Tom We Pulled Away Billy Four Arms Pulling Wagon Skateboard Freeway Zombie World Laugh Our Brains Out The Shaft Fireplace Fireplace Fireplace Throwing Silverware Clay Face Noone Said Anything Never Flown Public Seat in Front Disinterestedly Watching Everlaster Into the Night Slime Pool Voice of Honey Fighting On and On Closed Eyes Desert Railroad Restore the Land Jesus Chariot Dream Drivel My Abu Is Wet Cut Through My Hands Expected Them To Be Blue Parent At This Stage After They Die None Of Your Business Anniversary of What? Think You Went Somewhere Complete the Conversion Ready For Action Nazi Frisbee Be With Her Invisible Demon Fire Sheets of Paper Pirated Cola Cans I Do Some Pushups The Power Source Was Taken Pull Off Their Socks I'm No Choir Boy In the Basement Brown Bag Do Something It's a Bathroom Stagefright Turned and Kept Walking How Precious Three Games At Once Spoil My Chances Dark Darband Shirak Lie Here and Watch TV Two Was Bad Number 58 Here Dark Red Chance to Work For Buy Low, Sell High Size of That Ant Blow Yourself Away Pixelated Lag The Death Of Us Who is Sera Do This Systematically One Sees, One Hears, One Feels Roll On Over Hold You Forever Favorite Spot to Stand What the Hell? A Being of Pure Energy Put It Out Now And This? Get In Line Loop Your Arms Around Come On In Argh! We're Screwed! To the Castle The Last Will Have to Wait Not Potent Enough I'll See You Later Took You a Long Time The Reeskers Known the Longest Most Frustrating Moment Money Flying Everywhere Cleansed of Christianity Let Me Live This My Father's Kingdom Why People Race the Water If We Ever Could Being All Here The Music, I Mean Starts Over Tappan Tallas Tax Comprehend Its Meaning Concert Shirt Noone Ever Cancels Switch Kisser Jennifer v.123 We Can Afford It They Were Both Full Nothing Can Stop Us Now Eat With Us Great Graphics, Too! What AM I Doing Here? I Just Fake It Ravaged By War Mmm...Minty! Like This Piece of Trash This Pointless Game Give You a Call Later Future In Computers Bandaged Up and Rested I'm a Spy Block G6 Oh Everything Will Be Okay This Is Not a Pretzel Petted the Cat Affectionately A Little Confused Get Married? Bicentennial Quarter Had a Gun Rooting Me On Temporal Engineering About To Close Assassin's Death Bed I Saw Her Leave Inside Do Crazy Things Really Steep Slopes Get Some Stitches The Twisting Path My Big Lunch Walking Home Snow-Covered Mountain As Fast As Possible Snake Course Devious Unpredictable All the Busses Leaving I've Been Waiting Back Into My Car Stone Basement Clasp Them In Comfort I Gotcha Huge Party Wait Until Robert Sees This Continue the Human Race Desolation Motif The Sun Got Me Lit Up Bright Pitch Black Everywhere I Hear Their Voices Leather Armor Back Road A Green Mist Permeated On Rollerblades Swinging Them Around Future Past Experience Hold Hands as We Run The Question Epileptic Is Right My Old House Large Slope Abandoned Construction Site Deserted Desert Mall Into Darkness Garden Party River Boat Jump a Fence I Keep Running Marching With an Army Snipers In the Trees Park My Car Tropical Ruins Sunken City Outside of Roof Crawl Up the Stairs Aliens in the Chaos Gasping For Air The Cliff Face Bat-like Things Nighttime Highway Eerie Woods Pink Town Strange Woods Escape the Blob A Secret Passage Third Door Giant Boulder |
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003
How Precious 10-30-1999 Early in the dream I was at a house on the docks, cleaning it. Then I was at school. It seemed like school anyway. The building was nothing like any school I'd ever been to before. There were showers in the hallway. Not emergency showers, but real ones, with a little alcove and a drain and everything. I knew some guys who knew a special computer code, so we went to the computer lab one night to get some professor's data. The security was suspicious of so many people in the computer lab at night, and I thought how in undergrad there wouldn't have been anything suspicious about it at all. Eventually we cracked the code and a bunch of charts came on the screen. We saved it to disk as soon as possible. I made it to the software department where a bunch of my pals worked. Eric P was there, talking to some big lug I supposedly knew as well. They were working on a new computer game, a sequel to "Out of this World". Part 3, actually, though there isn't even a Part 2. It was a very realistic game, for the graphics were overlayed onto the entire floor, with digital people walking around and fake backgrounds. Something 'bad' happened, though, and we had to get out of there. I ran outside (nighttime ofc) and saw some cop cars closing in. I saw this guy John come out of the building. We ran, with some other guy behind us, across the street to an alley. We stayed there a second. There was another alley running behind the buildings, so I went down it a bit to take a look, and saw another cop car waiting for us. I turned around and bumped into a girl. She'd followed us, too, and it looked like more were on the way. We bolted again, across some lawns, toward a house. John and I made a running jump into a window, and I thought how noone would ever find us here, until I realized it was just a shortcut up the staircase. The fat guy behind us had to go the long way around. We vigilantly looked out the window. It was now daytime, and other people we 'knew' were converging on this place as some sort of refuge, which meant we had to get out of there. I saw two kids standing at the doorway, whom I supposedly knew as Sneeze and Snot or something else silly like that. Scrubs. I didn't want them hanging around. We ran again when it was dark, a few more in our band. We came to a fence, and I noted it would be no problem to climb it, but then noticed barbed wire at the top. It wasn't thick, though, and someone else said we could all make it anyway. We did, but I got some gashes on my legs. There was another set of barbed wire fence just on the other side, and we decided to just push the fence over. As we were doing so, we bothered these two hillbilly guys on the other side who were sitting at a fire. A bunch of harsh words were exchanged, and they wanted to kill us. Then more people on 'our' side showed up, including my 'friend' Leslie. I shouted in the hillbillies' faces, "Ha! That's EIGHT of us." One of them looked at the other and said, "What do you say, 10k each? 160k total? (so they were bad at math, too?)" I'd long since gotten the Swiss Army knife out of my pocket and had it behind my back. They charged us with fists. One of them barged into a huge group of us while the other came after me and another skinny kid. The skinny kid got tossed away. He lunged at me, knocking me good, and I drove that knife in his side, then spun around again and nailed him in the face and eyes a few times. He went down. The other guy was taken care of by the others, but Greg was hurt. Everyone had him in their arms as he fell to the ground. "You're gonna be okay," someone said. He rolled his eyes and with a grunt, said, "No, I can feel myself going already." We all clasped his hands as he went, and I could barely control my tears. One girl across from me looked over at me, wishing to understand my pain. I backed away and saw Loi in all the confusion, and wondered how long she'd been with us. I went someplace to be alone for a while. Greg's body was processed and made into various products, like rope. I ended up back in class. Suddenly Greg appeared. Byrne said that he had cloned him. Greg said, "I know what you may be thinking (ie he's not the same Greg), but I've had an EEG scan." I followed a young red-robed man into a house. In another hallway, an older, grey-robed man walked by, but who otherwise looked exactly the same. We hid from him. The young man said, "He's a future me. I've seen him before, at the square. He travels backwards in time while I move forwards." From this I understood that the young man would someday become the old man, and that the old man would become the young man in an infinite circle. He ushered me out, but I spied through a crack in the wall. Two little robed guys like Jawas came out from his robe and start chattering away. He left and I interacted with them a little. I thought about the events that had happened so far, and recounted them in their entirety to someone else. I was on a land transport with a girl and Byrne. I was talking to the girl about how lovely the landscape was, and how nice it would look from the air. She asked why I didn't learn how to fly. "All in due time, " I said. "It would cool be to have your own plane, fly it up north for the weekend. Would only take like an hour. My dad does that." (not really). Byrne perked up and said, "How precious!" We docked in the water by the same shack I cleaned earlier. I was supposed to stay there and help these two guys clean it up. I swept the floor and stuff. Then they left and a bunch of my pals arrived. They noticed that I hadn't cleaned up all these little pieces of wire stapled into the floor, and I said it was because the men didn't want me to, and we thought that was suspicious. I took form of one of my friends, who I named Davy, who scaled the wall around the shack (hanging over the water) to the bedroom window (the bedroom door was locked), and looked inside. There was someone sleeping in each bed. Then I watched through the window as one of them got up and went to the door, just as it was busted down by one of my pals, who blew a big hole in his chest. He killed the other guy, too, who was just waking up. I took a bucket and started filling it with twenty dollar bills that I found lying around the shack. One guy was operating some flame-powered, money- dispensing device. I put the bucket underneath it and picked up the dollars that flew beyond its scope, thinking about taking one for myself, but instead putting it into the bucket. ![]()
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