Makyo in My Mind hallucinations of the unconscious eye |
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The half-forgotten
Other half of my short life In short story form
Index
Conflict is Born Taped Shut Vanishes Again Necks Would Snap Brilliance, Ego, and Something The Mute's Symphony Then There's Nothing My Hero Woman Along the Bottom Cannibal Mafia Swim There Other Humans Inside I'm Awake! Perdi's Pigeon Mind Control Mechanism One Last Time Naturally Buoyant Jerky, but Fun Powers Over Gravity Tolerance to Water What's Your Name Little Girl? Story Straight Lobotomy Manta Army My True Parents We Will Attack...YOU! Ass End of the Beach My Check Remember No More Good Day for a Walk Xian Free Ticket Incoming! Ceiling in the Sky Getting Stuck The Panel The Sun is Shining Brightly White Trash Destination What Can Not Be Seen It Just Floats Natural Phenomenon Gooping Humanoids Icy Mountainside Since I Left There is no Hand Skin Them and Kill Them Back on the Concrete Enjoying the Flight Shorten My Name After Me In the Heart of Mexico Execute Him Playground in the Sky Quite Tasty Deadliest Opponent Yet Her Second Choice Tape Measure Stolen Car Assignment on Earth Tinge of Agoraphobia Juggling Lives Living a Dream Pyrotechnics Bloody Water Darkness Forever Missed the Silence New Year's Apocalypse Rooftop Shortcut Hit You in the Face 13 Cent Fish Like Shit? No Limit to the Fall Lunch With Tom We Pulled Away Billy Four Arms Pulling Wagon Skateboard Freeway Zombie World Laugh Our Brains Out The Shaft Fireplace Fireplace Fireplace Throwing Silverware Clay Face Noone Said Anything Never Flown Public Seat in Front Disinterestedly Watching Everlaster Into the Night Slime Pool Voice of Honey Fighting On and On Closed Eyes Desert Railroad Restore the Land Jesus Chariot Dream Drivel My Abu Is Wet Cut Through My Hands Expected Them To Be Blue Parent At This Stage After They Die None Of Your Business Anniversary of What? Think You Went Somewhere Complete the Conversion Ready For Action Nazi Frisbee Be With Her Invisible Demon Fire Sheets of Paper Pirated Cola Cans I Do Some Pushups The Power Source Was Taken Pull Off Their Socks I'm No Choir Boy In the Basement Brown Bag Do Something It's a Bathroom Stagefright Turned and Kept Walking How Precious Three Games At Once Spoil My Chances Dark Darband Shirak Lie Here and Watch TV Two Was Bad Number 58 Here Dark Red Chance to Work For Buy Low, Sell High Size of That Ant Blow Yourself Away Pixelated Lag The Death Of Us Who is Sera Do This Systematically One Sees, One Hears, One Feels Roll On Over Hold You Forever Favorite Spot to Stand What the Hell? A Being of Pure Energy Put It Out Now And This? Get In Line Loop Your Arms Around Come On In Argh! We're Screwed! To the Castle The Last Will Have to Wait Not Potent Enough I'll See You Later Took You a Long Time The Reeskers Known the Longest Most Frustrating Moment Money Flying Everywhere Cleansed of Christianity Let Me Live This My Father's Kingdom Why People Race the Water If We Ever Could Being All Here The Music, I Mean Starts Over Tappan Tallas Tax Comprehend Its Meaning Concert Shirt Noone Ever Cancels Switch Kisser Jennifer v.123 We Can Afford It They Were Both Full Nothing Can Stop Us Now Eat With Us Great Graphics, Too! What AM I Doing Here? I Just Fake It Ravaged By War Mmm...Minty! Like This Piece of Trash This Pointless Game Give You a Call Later Future In Computers Bandaged Up and Rested I'm a Spy Block G6 Oh Everything Will Be Okay This Is Not a Pretzel Petted the Cat Affectionately A Little Confused Get Married? Bicentennial Quarter Had a Gun Rooting Me On Temporal Engineering About To Close Assassin's Death Bed I Saw Her Leave Inside Do Crazy Things Really Steep Slopes Get Some Stitches The Twisting Path My Big Lunch Walking Home Snow-Covered Mountain As Fast As Possible Snake Course Devious Unpredictable All the Busses Leaving I've Been Waiting Back Into My Car Stone Basement Clasp Them In Comfort I Gotcha Huge Party Wait Until Robert Sees This Continue the Human Race Desolation Motif The Sun Got Me Lit Up Bright Pitch Black Everywhere I Hear Their Voices Leather Armor Back Road A Green Mist Permeated On Rollerblades Swinging Them Around Future Past Experience Hold Hands as We Run The Question Epileptic Is Right My Old House Large Slope Abandoned Construction Site Deserted Desert Mall Into Darkness Garden Party River Boat Jump a Fence I Keep Running Marching With an Army Snipers In the Trees Park My Car Tropical Ruins Sunken City Outside of Roof Crawl Up the Stairs Aliens in the Chaos Gasping For Air The Cliff Face Bat-like Things Nighttime Highway Eerie Woods Pink Town Strange Woods Escape the Blob A Secret Passage Third Door Giant Boulder |
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Sunday, November 23, 2003
Ravaged By War 3-01-1997 This dream was pretty unique in that it had narration, and the role I played was rather disembodied...The first 6 hours or so was just me playing my most recent piece, making alterations, and the like, and having different people perform different parts of it, etc. One of those dreams where the people in the dream knew I was sleeping, and in some parts of it, I WAS sleeping in the dream (the best feeling, dreaming of sleeping...you can feel how much rest you're getting). Then eventually, this came to a close. The week was over, and I was glad. Then I thought, "Shit! I haven't been to genetics in a long time, what if there was homework?" Then Damon D rose from a chair and said, "That class is the worst class I've ever taken in my entire life." I thought to myself how this couldn't be true since, earlier in the dream, he said the same thing about another class. Then he and two other guys ask me, "So you gonna come with us to ?" I respond, "*laugh* No no..." and proceed to follow them anyway to some little hill, some folding chairs, and some type of open market-type cafeteria place. Narrator: Now he wasn't really a descendant of the Comte de Morcerf... Thinking to myself: Morcerf was the name that the real Morcerf's father assumed... Then a view of some arabian guy riding through the grassy hills on a horse, carrying a piece of paper. Narrator: But didn't know this and rode out to extend his congratulations. Then a view of a messed-up-looking sailing ship, with people working on it, constructing it, in the plains. Arab, waving his arms and shouting: I just heard the news! Congratulations! Hope all goes well (or something)! Some type of screenshot to show that time passes... A view of two ships coming in from the ocean. The 2nd one is the aforementioned ship. It lands on the shore. Here's where it gets strange. I toss a folded up piece of laundry, like a bedsheet, on the now model-sized ship. The now-miniature-sized captain says, "Put down the sail." I distinctly remember now being able to remember any true sailing-jargon at this point in the dream and having to settle for that particular phrase. Then a scene with the three passengers, sitting on the ground. One gets upand opens a plastic bag, retrieving one bowl, which he hands to the captain, and the another, which he keeps for himself. There's no more, and a look of dissatisfaction comes across the 3rd passenger with the realization that for the entire time he'll have to eat his beans off a plate instead of from a bowl. A shot of this same person wading in a pool of soup in the ground while the other two guys get into a jeep. As the jeep drives away, its back tire hits some sharp metal object and starts spewing oil. The guy in the pool of soup sees this with despair and, grabbing a chamber pot, I think to myself, "I hope he's not going to use that to eat his soup with," uses it to shield his body from all the oil squirting everywhere and above all, into the soup. This scene obviously to provide a little bit of light humor before getting into the heavy material. Narrator: The orders the army gave us were and ambiguous. I came to the realization that they were part of some type of volunteer unit, and that maybe the entire army they were fighting with was composed of such units. View of a small plane...not a jet, a plane...scouting above the ocean by some cliffs. A HUGE blimp-like aircraft, from the same army, suddenly appears around the corner, in the way, due to the army's shitty communication and planning. Navigator: Banking...now we're going to start over. Then a jet swooshes by out from nowehere, and the music begins. They fly around...another good-guy plane enters the scene. I find myself wading in the ocean watching this go on, except now they're all made out of wood and they're just gliding through the air. I grab the plane by the middle and fly it around in the air myself, like I'm directing this aerial combat in my playroom. I fly it near to some cliff that momentarily looks like a huge, fossilized, derelict spacecraft. I then think of how rocky this foreign land is, but then hear my mother's voice, "It's been ravaged by war." I throw the plane. It does a loop-de-loop and circles a few times through the air until landing in the water. The other plane, neglected, falls into the water, too. They're both floating. I pick them up. The jet (modeled differently, but out of wood) glides by my head at a very fast pace. I think how I have to hold my own until the others get here. The end. ![]()
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