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The half-forgotten
Other half of my short life In short story form
Index
Conflict is Born Taped Shut Vanishes Again Necks Would Snap Brilliance, Ego, and Something The Mute's Symphony Then There's Nothing My Hero Woman Along the Bottom Cannibal Mafia Swim There Other Humans Inside I'm Awake! Perdi's Pigeon Mind Control Mechanism One Last Time Naturally Buoyant Jerky, but Fun Powers Over Gravity Tolerance to Water What's Your Name Little Girl? Story Straight Lobotomy Manta Army My True Parents We Will Attack...YOU! Ass End of the Beach My Check Remember No More Good Day for a Walk Xian Free Ticket Incoming! Ceiling in the Sky Getting Stuck The Panel The Sun is Shining Brightly White Trash Destination What Can Not Be Seen It Just Floats Natural Phenomenon Gooping Humanoids Icy Mountainside Since I Left There is no Hand Skin Them and Kill Them Back on the Concrete Enjoying the Flight Shorten My Name After Me In the Heart of Mexico Execute Him Playground in the Sky Quite Tasty Deadliest Opponent Yet Her Second Choice Tape Measure Stolen Car Assignment on Earth Tinge of Agoraphobia Juggling Lives Living a Dream Pyrotechnics Bloody Water Darkness Forever Missed the Silence New Year's Apocalypse Rooftop Shortcut Hit You in the Face 13 Cent Fish Like Shit? No Limit to the Fall Lunch With Tom We Pulled Away Billy Four Arms Pulling Wagon Skateboard Freeway Zombie World Laugh Our Brains Out The Shaft Fireplace Fireplace Fireplace Throwing Silverware Clay Face Noone Said Anything Never Flown Public Seat in Front Disinterestedly Watching Everlaster Into the Night Slime Pool Voice of Honey Fighting On and On Closed Eyes Desert Railroad Restore the Land Jesus Chariot Dream Drivel My Abu Is Wet Cut Through My Hands Expected Them To Be Blue Parent At This Stage After They Die None Of Your Business Anniversary of What? Think You Went Somewhere Complete the Conversion Ready For Action Nazi Frisbee Be With Her Invisible Demon Fire Sheets of Paper Pirated Cola Cans I Do Some Pushups The Power Source Was Taken Pull Off Their Socks I'm No Choir Boy In the Basement Brown Bag Do Something It's a Bathroom Stagefright Turned and Kept Walking How Precious Three Games At Once Spoil My Chances Dark Darband Shirak Lie Here and Watch TV Two Was Bad Number 58 Here Dark Red Chance to Work For Buy Low, Sell High Size of That Ant Blow Yourself Away Pixelated Lag The Death Of Us Who is Sera Do This Systematically One Sees, One Hears, One Feels Roll On Over Hold You Forever Favorite Spot to Stand What the Hell? A Being of Pure Energy Put It Out Now And This? Get In Line Loop Your Arms Around Come On In Argh! We're Screwed! To the Castle The Last Will Have to Wait Not Potent Enough I'll See You Later Took You a Long Time The Reeskers Known the Longest Most Frustrating Moment Money Flying Everywhere Cleansed of Christianity Let Me Live This My Father's Kingdom Why People Race the Water If We Ever Could Being All Here The Music, I Mean Starts Over Tappan Tallas Tax Comprehend Its Meaning Concert Shirt Noone Ever Cancels Switch Kisser Jennifer v.123 We Can Afford It They Were Both Full Nothing Can Stop Us Now Eat With Us Great Graphics, Too! What AM I Doing Here? I Just Fake It Ravaged By War Mmm...Minty! Like This Piece of Trash This Pointless Game Give You a Call Later Future In Computers Bandaged Up and Rested I'm a Spy Block G6 Oh Everything Will Be Okay This Is Not a Pretzel Petted the Cat Affectionately A Little Confused Get Married? Bicentennial Quarter Had a Gun Rooting Me On Temporal Engineering About To Close Assassin's Death Bed I Saw Her Leave Inside Do Crazy Things Really Steep Slopes Get Some Stitches The Twisting Path My Big Lunch Walking Home Snow-Covered Mountain As Fast As Possible Snake Course Devious Unpredictable All the Busses Leaving I've Been Waiting Back Into My Car Stone Basement Clasp Them In Comfort I Gotcha Huge Party Wait Until Robert Sees This Continue the Human Race Desolation Motif The Sun Got Me Lit Up Bright Pitch Black Everywhere I Hear Their Voices Leather Armor Back Road A Green Mist Permeated On Rollerblades Swinging Them Around Future Past Experience Hold Hands as We Run The Question Epileptic Is Right My Old House Large Slope Abandoned Construction Site Deserted Desert Mall Into Darkness Garden Party River Boat Jump a Fence I Keep Running Marching With an Army Snipers In the Trees Park My Car Tropical Ruins Sunken City Outside of Roof Crawl Up the Stairs Aliens in the Chaos Gasping For Air The Cliff Face Bat-like Things Nighttime Highway Eerie Woods Pink Town Strange Woods Escape the Blob A Secret Passage Third Door Giant Boulder |
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Tinge of Agoraphobia 3-31-2002 I was the newest--perhaps a guest--member of an elite team of combatants, who were assaulting an installation. Being new, I didn't even have a weapon. There were other teams with us, but they held back, waiting for us to clear the path. We started running up this turf-like bridge toward a looming structure. I couldn't tell if it was day or night. I was near the head of the group. Enemy humanoid monsters charged at us. I had no idea what I was going to do without a weapon, but one of them fell right in front of me by a single strike from the guy running ahead of me. He just slashed and kept running. I bent down and grabbed the knife from the monster, but in doing so, I lost the lead. I hoped I could distinguish our team from the bad guys, since none of us wore uniforms, and I was still new, so I didn't know everyone's faces yet, either. Someone struck out at me with two knives at once. I somehow blocked the blow and held his weapons in check while someone in my team ran up and ran him through. I took something that functioned like a pair of tongs. Someone behind me warned me about the birds. As they did so, one flew at me menacingly. I caught it around the neck with my tongs and cut its head off with the pair of large scissors I suddenly found in my right hand. Others ran past me in the process, and I found myself near the very back of the group now. I ran to catch up. I made it to the installation, and followed someone into a sparse metal room. I found a key on the floor, the purpose of which never became clear. The guy was in another corner of the room, waiting for me to do something. I somehow triggered a mechanism that opened another door, and we continued. We entered an identical room, except this time the key on the floor was in a different place. I picked it up anyway. We moved on. I new my team wasn't far ahead, because I came upon some inflatable bridges. I crossed them and found them on a pillar of land, preparing to make another bridge to the center of the installation. The other teams were closing in behind us, too, erecting square, yet rounded, barriers on the inflatable bridges. They moved from barrier to barrier, as if for cover. I figured we never bothered with those because we were so elite. Next thing I knew, the next bridge was done and my team already gone. I overheard something about "the last time we flew through the fire ". I had no idea what they were talking about, but I ran after them, a couple others behind me. We entered the next structure, turned down a corridor, and stopped. Directly in front of us was a red, fiery hallway. I saw two of my teammates standing absolutely still in it, unable to move. Every other square tile of the hallway was covered in bones, save one. I now understood that one would either die or get suspended for years. Death was the correct choice, and someone had to die on the right tile to dispel the mechanism. Someone else jumped onto the last clear tile, screamed horribly, and collapsed into a pile of bones. Everyone (including him) was suddenly resurrected, and the suspended people became animated again. We charged through. I left the planet, and traveled across the star system in a ship. I moved from planet to planet, creating a map in my head. I landed into another battle situation, this time amongst marines. We were defending against enemy tanks. I had the job of targeting enemy tanks with my laser so that our shells could strike them. We took out several tanks this way, and they kept charging us in spite of the warnings we shouted over loudspeakers. We pushed forward, taking out a couple troop carriers and a helicopter. Some troops started to crawl under a broken hangar door at us. I fired, but soon realized they were our troops. Where were the enemy? They ran past us, back toward our base. I couldn't find the enemy, so I went back, too, where I was teleported back into the mothership. I didn't know where to go, so I traveled across the galaxy in the wrong direction. I was notified that I was supposed to take the warp right next to the planet, but I was nowhere near it now. I would take forever to get back, and I felt a tinge of agoraphobia. ![]()
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